Monday, April 25, 2005

hhmmm.. nothing new.. i bought some new stuffs at the mall..

hey!! i bought new stuffs.. to satisfy my craving for new goodies..
ohh well..
i bought a new pair of shoes..
a pearl bracelet..
a new earring..
some pairs of shirts..

but still..
i dunno..
my kuya's wedding is getting near..

and it hurts me to let him go..

for he makes me feel am really his lil' sis..

and he gets all that i want..
he makes me feel that am not alone in this world..

well.. he's the nicest guy for me!!!

he's my kuya.. and no one could change that!!!

i hope all the best for him and his future wife..

may all of us be happy forever..

ciao! :)

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

hello.. am back..

"dont look no further.. baby am back,, yeah!!"

hi!! am not been able to tell stories with you guys this past days.. i've been busy in my work outs.. belly dancin', tae-bo, and some working out videos.. which makes me sweat..

it's really tiring.. pero.. am not losing a single ounce.. *cries*

well.. some people do notice that am losing "SOME" only some wait..
but i do not notice a single difference with mah wait before..
even harder because i do stop eating rice..
and stop eating meat..
i really miss eating 'em all!!
my gosh..

am so sad and depress right now..
because i miss them..
haha..
just kiddin'!

kidding aside..

i hope i can continue this stupid thing that am doing..
and eventually.. loose some weight.. and grow taller..

*wish me luck!!*
*keep your fingers crossed for me..*
*pleasE!!!*

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Lyrics of Same Ground by Kitchie Nadal..

My love,
Its been a long time since i cried
and left you out of the blue.
Its hard leaving you that way when
I never wanted to.

Self-denial is a game
Its strange i never would've
wanted if until there was you.

Because i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

CHORUS:
it is why i don't understand is why im feeling
so bad now when i know it was my idea.
i could've just denied the truth and
lied. but why am i the only one standing stranded
on the same ground?

My love,
Its been a long time since i cried
and left you out of the blue.
Its hard leaving you that way when
I never wanted to.

Self-denial is a game
Its strange i never would've
wanted if until there was you.

Because i have learned that love is a
word gets thrown a little bit too much.
the best excuse to fill the infinite abyss
i have never have to if all else fail

If all else fail, would you be brave to see right
through me?(2x)

Monday, April 11, 2005

would you believe?! am into something weird right now.. and it's addicting..

am into...

BELLYDANCING!!

funny huh?? well aight..
i may look funny strutting my stuff through bellydancing..
but it's fun and exhausting..
it may look simple and easy but..
naaa ahh.. it's hard.. seriously..

for me it's also challenging..
it burns 300 calories per session..
hhmmm.. quite enough..

am hoping lang that it'll help my belly to shrink down..
maybe not that fast but..
in time..

ciao!!

Saturday, April 09, 2005

""WHEN I TELL YOU I LOVE YOU... IT MEANS FOREVER...""

I WISH THAT THIS POEM OF MINE WILL BE RECITED DURING MY WEDDING.. HAHA.. LONG TIME FROM NOW..



I LOVE YOU...
means that i accept you for the person you are...
And that i don't wish to change you into someone else..
It means that i do not expect perfection from y ou...
Just as you dont expect it from me...


I LOVE YOU...
means that i will love you and stand by evethrough the worst of times..
it means loving you when you're in bad mood or tired to do the things i want to do...
It means loving you when you're down..
Not just when you're fun to be with...


I LOVE YOU...
Means that i know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them...
Asking in return, that you do not judge them for mine..
It means that i care enough to fight for what we have..
And that i love enough not to let you go...
It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, waiting and needing you
constantly and hoping..
you feel the same way for me...


I LOVE YOU...

MEANS..
FOREVER...

i cant believe that my favorite show did end.. waaahhh... and the ending was not that good.. am not that glad about it.. ahuhuhuhu..

Thursday, April 07, 2005

THE FIRST SONG THAT REALLY BROKE MAH HEART... BROKEN SONNET BY HALE...

And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now i will admit in this fourth line
That i love you, that i love you.

I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
It’s the same, it’s the same
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, that i love you.

I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe i’m just not the one for you.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Happiness...

Somewhere in time..
I'm finding a thing that's been missing all my life..
But i'm not even sure what am i looking for...
Maybe it is somewhere in the stories, fairytale or folklores...



Somewhere in the past...
I found the thing that i have been looking for in my path...
When i found it, i was alone and unformed...
But then it came and made my life whole...



Somewhere.. this time...
I lost the thing, that thing that changed my life..
No one knows why.. the only thing that can answer is time..
But eventhough it's not mine anymore, it's okay, i'm fine...


Somewhere... maybe in the future..
The thing that came and did go will stumble..
And will come again to make my tears crumble...
I am just wishing you will come back again....
*******************my dear******************
"""Happiness"""

Sunday, April 03, 2005


He was the Pope neither the Church nor the world expected. The surprises that characterized his twenty-six year pontificate began on the very night of John Paul II's election.

On October 16, 1978, the Catholic Church was in a state of spiritual shock. The fifteen-year papacy of Paul VI, whom many veteran churchmen considered the perfectly prepared pope, had concluded in division and exhaustion. The bright promise of the Second Vatican Council was a fading memory. Paul's successor, John Paul I, seemed on the verge of revitalizing the papacy when he died after a mere thirty-three days in office. To whom would the college of cardinals turn now? Few expected that they would turn to Karol Wojtyla, the 58-year-old archbishop of Kraków. But after the first day's balloting had revealed a deadlock between the two leading Italian candidates, the cardinals made the historic decision to look beyond Italy for a pope, and Wojtyla was quickly chosen. His appearance on the loggia of St. Peter's Basilica that night was the first surprise; many in the vast crowd had never heard of "Wojtyla," thinking the name Asian or African. But the surprises continued as John Paul II broke centuries of precedent and began his pontificate with an impromptu address in Italian, reassuring the worried Romans that, from this moment on, he, too, was a Roman. When he asked them to correct any mistakes he might make in "our Italian language," they cheered wildly.

Six days later, at his papal inauguration, the surprises continued. In his homily, John Paul II challenged the Church to regain its evangelical fervor and its nerve, particularly in defending the fundamental human right of religious freedom throughout the world. After the three-hour ceremony ended, he refused to retreat into the Vatican basilica but walked toward the vast throng in the Square, waving his papal crozier as if it were a great sword of the spirit. When a small boy burst through the security cordon to present him with flowers, fussy local clergy tried to shoo him away; John Paul II swept him up in an embrace. The crowds refused to leave until John Paul told them, "It's time for everyone to eat lunch, even the Pope!" John Paul II canonized more saints than any Pope in history and beatified hundreds of other servants of God--another surprise to some, and a practice that came under criticism. But the Pope, who thought there was sanctity all around us, believed that the "universal call to holiness" of which Vatican II had spoken was being answered on every continent and among people in every walk of life. God, he believed, is quite profligate in making saints.

That same conviction about the abundance of grace inspired John Paul's enthusiastic endorsement of a host of lay renewal movements in the Church. These movements--Focolare, Regnum Christi, the Neo-Catechumenal Way, Communion and Liberation, among many others--make some bishops and Church officials nervous; where did these movements of radical discipleship "fit" in the organization chart? John Paul II was content to leave that question to the future and encouraged every new movement that committed itself to "thinking with the Church."

He was a Pope of many surprises. French journalist André Frossard understood that when, shortly after John Paul's election, he wired his French newspaper, "This is not a Pope from Poland. This is a Pope from Galilee." And that, in retrospect, was the greatest surprise of all. This article came from: "http://www.beliefnet.com/story/163/story_16355_4.html" POPE... WE LOVE YOU!!!

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Bakit nga ba?

Bakit nga ba ako nilalamig?!
Kung ang panahon ay kasing init ng sisig?!
Ewan koh.. hindi rin ako sigurado..
Marahil ang isip ko ay kay gulo...


Maingay ang kapaligiran.. May kasiyahan...
Ayos lang, dapat masaya siya dahil kanyang kaarawan...
Namulat lang siguro ang mata ko dahil aking naisip...
"Ano bang tugtog yan! ang panget.. kulang sa lift!!


Siguro iniisip niyo na masama ang aking ugali..
Ikaw ba naman, bawiin ang tulog at antok ay mapawi..
Di ba masakit siya sa ulo at nakaka-irita..
Wala tuloy akong magawa kundi itong walang kwentang akda..


Naiinis ako ngayon, marahil di niya alam...
Malamang, ang lakas kasi ng tugtog at wala silang pakialam..
Masaya ako para sa kanya dahil minsan ka lang naman magdiriwang ng iyong ika-labing walong kaarawan...
Ngunit hinihiling ko lang naman, na ang tugtog sana'y paki hinaan..


DAHIL INAANTOK NA AKO!!!
AT PAG AKO'Y NAINIS... HAHAGISAN KOH KAYO NG BATO!!!

(pag pasensyahan niyo na ako.. antok na talaga ako ehh.. hehe..)