Saturday, September 24, 2005

new haircut... huhuhuhuhu....

Monday, September 19, 2005

+:+:+:new experience, been wanting to do this for a long time.. i never knew how will i feel.. until i did it.. +:+:+:

it was my first time to do this..
i was really afraid at first..

i never thought it will feel good..
i never thought it will ease my shaking knees..



hahaha.. what did you thought?! <3

we did practice for a intermission number for science day..

LOL.. I WILL SING +:+: ZOMBIE +:+: hahaha..

-ciao! SLEEPY HERE..

Friday, September 16, 2005

+:+:+: dad will be leaving tomorrow.. but hey! am'a get my freedom again.. lol+:+:+:+:

the atmosphere in our house is both sad and happy..
sad because dad will be leaving and he will go for about 6 months..

happy because..
our electricity bill will shrink because the person who makes "babad" on the aircon all day will not continue his regimen anymore.. (naaahhh!!! just jokin'!!)

am just making this moment bouncy.. not lonely..

anyway.. been to rolf's house this night.. hahaha.. tiredness..
i slept about 8 pm and i woke up for like 9:30 pm and got home rushing!!

(because am too darn sleepy!!)


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

**+:+:+: i am feeling like am 10 years alone.. :+:+:+****

uhhh.. been lonely since birth..
i really dunno what i am up to..

what do you think??
what will i get if i cry?
what will i gather if i die?

why can't i let go of this pain?
why can't everyone be not a vain?
why can't i put a smile on this face that is plain?

when will i kill this depression?!
when will i learn to smile without pretensions?
when will i stop feeling doomed?

i know only the PERSON up there in the heavens can tell me my worth..
no one really aprreciated me, not my friends, not my family, no one..

not even myself..
not even my writings..
not even this words that i use..

"they can never tell how bad i feel inside.."