Saturday, January 29, 2005

ahuhuhu.. san miguel lost it's chance.. and it broke my heart.. for i will not see them in the finals..

god,, it was a tiring day and i today it'll be another one..

malling was the day.. i mean yesterday..

harhar.. it's my secret...

SAN MIGUEL LOST IT'S CHANCE FOR THE CHAMPIONSHIP!!

and HELL!!!! ginebra fans are soo cocky.. they even had an argument with san miguel players...

am annoyed because the thought of sanmiguel's players are THE BEST and their attitudes were the nicest..

it did not worked out!!!

ahuhuhuhu......

Friday, January 28, 2005

ahuhuhu... a sad and happy day...

am not really fond of writing a poem today coz..

i will just make stupid ones so i prefer not to make some,, aight?!

ahuhuhu... this day is tiring,, i saw alot of weird creatures,, and am not gonna specify them anymore..

anyway...

i always hate myself for always forgetting to bring my cellphone..

what the?!

it's not the right time... i mean it..

we've gone to some party..

i got home.. remembered my phone..

rushed to my room.. screamed.. AND..

*poof*

100 messages received...

naaahhh... am kidding..

it's just a tiring day...

thank god am still alive..

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

*untitled*

Mga Pangyayaring nakapagpapangiti..
Sa aking mukha ay namumutawi..
Mukha nang aking minamahal tila sa akin ay sumampal..
Nang malamang siya ang tangi kong kinabubuhay..


Magtataka ka kung bakit ko siya minahal..
Ni wala siya sa kalingkingan ni Eirik Cruz..
Ngunit kung ikukumpara mo siya sa kanya.. siya ay laging andiyan..
Samantalang si Eirik Cruz ay minsan sa isang dekada lamang lumilitaw..


Maaring matawa ka sa aking mga sinasabi..
Tawagin mo akong baliw, isipin mong ako'y abnormal..
Ma-inlab ka ba naman sa kanya!!!
Ikaw ba naman ang di maloka...


Haaaayyyy... Bakit ba ako nakadama ng ganito?!
Badtrip talaga! Na-inlab ako sayo!!!
Ewan,, buhay.. Sa dinami-dami nila.. bakit ikaw pa?!
I-pang sunstitute kaya kita kay eirik cruz?!

wahehehe.. abnormal na araw..
nahawa ata ako sa mga nag-iinuman naming kapit bahay,,,
nag power memory pa ako.. kaya yan.. labas..
NAWAWALA ANG UTAK NI KAREN MAE SAN ANDRES!!!

PAKIHANAP NAMAN POH!!!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

please don't call me anymore.. it may bring back this tears ive cried.. those crazy days i died..

if i can be that girl..

that one you loved..

even though it's just a trip..

it felt like am a whip..

darling.. you just don't know..

everytime i see you you always give me a blow..

it's one thing i thought about..

for him life just a lout..

okay,, okay.. ill stop this rhyming thing..

boy,, i dont know if this feeling is right..

should i feel this way..

god.. love gives me so much pressure..

but to you pleasure is just a treasure..

at first you had a relationship with this girl..

you know,, just a trip...

but i dunno.. am not feeling anything by then..

but now.. am wishing am that girl...

so that even if it's just short..

you're mine..


i dont wanna let you know bout this thing am feelin..

for ifever you will know..

it will be seldom to talk to you again..

my baby..

Sunday, January 23, 2005

why do fate bring me this tears?!!

dunno why fate wanted me to be this way.. i know God gave evreyone it's purpose in life.. and maybe that purpose for me was still blurred.. i cant see anything.. am also deaf on how life sounded soo good.. soo good i cant hear what it is saying..

being inlove would be one of my regrets in life.. especially.. being inlove to an impossible prospect..

someone asked me.. are you ready to meet the love of your life?!

how darn this predicament was for my head.. especially my heart..

have you ever been inlove?!

or maybe you're just confused..

life is full of changes.. being pragmatic is not at all good..

be deep and know how to enjoy life..

but how can i?!

am i suppose to enjoy life?!

i believe God made me a girl full of dreams..

so that i can share my dreams with others..

but above that..

am useless..

fool,, stupid..

a dog for love..

a cat for stupidity..

being myself is good..

and hard at the same time..

i know ive been here before..

and it made me think i cant love anymore..

but you can never tell..

what fate will bring..

how destiny can change your lives..

now, let me leave you this question...

do you believe that heart is telling the right thing?!

Thursday, January 20, 2005

exams for three days...

god... it'll be our 3rd periodical exams tomorrow, on friday, and on saturday..

Imagine??!!! we have classes till saturday... well that's crap right??!!!

Anyway... i hope my grades will be good so my parents will be happy...

and i hope it's already vacation...

cause all i wanna do right now is sleep alot!!

ALOT!!!

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

sa pagyakap ng rosas...

Yumakap ako sa isang rosas...
At niyakap ko nang kay higpit..
Na ni apoy man o alon.. di makapagpapabitiw..


Yumakap ako sa isang rosas..
At niyakap ko nang buong pag-iingat..
Na di koh inaalintanang tumirik ang bawat tinik...


Yumakap ako sa isang rosas...
At niyakap koh ng puspos sa pag-ibig...
Na agad akong lumusaw noong kusa akong iniwan...


Wala na ngayon ang rosas sa lilim ng aking kamay...
Wala na ngayon ang rosas.. sa silong ng aking bisig..
Wala na ngayon ang rosas sa aking yakap..


At inihagis ko sa langit ang dalawa kong kamao..
Kasabay ang pa-impyernong hiyaw ng pagkaguho..
At tumulo, umagos, lumuha ng dugo ang aking mga bisig..


At ang rosas ay mas maganda...
At ang rosas ngayon ay mas malambing
Dahil wala na siyang tinik...


At ang rosas ngayon ay masaya at tangan-tangan ng iba..


At akong unang yumakap ay nakaluhod..
Bugbog ang mata, duguan sa labas at loob...

Alok...

Malamig ang hangin ngayong gabi...
Gayon din ang aking mga pawis sa palad...
Halos tirik ang mga mata sa kahihintay..
Sa ilang sandaling tila taon sa katagalan...


"HINDI!!"


Sandaling tumigil ang pagtibok ng puso...
Mistulang nagliyab ang aking katawan...
Sa init ng dugong mabilis na dumaloy...
Sa aking mga ugat...


Luha ang tumulo mula sa aking mga matang gulat...

--a poem from pugad.. an athenian book..

untitled poem...

As i wander..
In these nameless roads..
I see people..
Coming and going..
Coming.. then.. going...
I dont know where to or...
Where from..
All i know is that they do and I...

Stand nameless amongst these people...

I stand faceless..
Amongst these souls..
I just wander...

- from pugad an athenian book....