Thursday, July 13, 2006

*...smirnoff.. san miguel strong ice... smirnoff.. ice... tipsy..*

i drank some bottles.. and yeah.. am tipsy at the moment..
sleeping in a jeep felt like sleeping for 10 years..
it felt damn good...

drinking has been a habit.. am not an alcoholic but i am a drinker..
i drink to forget past pains.. i drink when i am feeling down..

i drink when i admit it myself that i am a looser..


speaking of this.. those bitches are my blockmates..
i hate them..
they look like hippopotamus and a witch.,,, wahahaha,,..

in case they are not aware,, i think i also made fun of them..
not only that,, hahahaha.. they should've read this,,,

for you too.. i am not a hater,, i am a DAMN HATER..
you made a reason for me to hate you..

aww.. sucker.. loosers.. a hippo and a witch for best friends..

congrats!! hahaha..

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

*'nervewracking interview for chi-rho yesterday....*

it was my first time..
everything was new..
my gosh.. i think i looked stupid..
i was like running out of words..

ahuhuhuhu... i dunno..

just a week ago, i made a column for chi rho,
it's like the audition for the 'hottest' publication in mc..

i edited that stuff alot,, and i dunno, am doubting if it is good enough
for them..

their all nice (the people whom interviewed me..)
am just quite sad on how i left a mark on them..

am playing stupid on words, you think am worth it?

i dunno, i am uncertain.. there are so many of them who applies for the same position..
(reviews editor)
and i, i still dunno, i am one of those..

i prayed for this, i told God, if its not for me, so may be it..

i will still aim high and reach my goals, uncertain of what may happen, but sure enough, i will fall humbled and experienced...