Okay. I am kind of in the mood for something sad here.
I am in a deep slumber of missing my older, i mean younger,
or whatever former part of myself i could call it.
It immediately came down to me that as I am "LITERALLY" ageing,
I am becoming lifeless, boring, and more lethargic.
I was already in that state before but now, it gotten worse.
Well, this could possibly be traced as an effect of this break's nocturnal days.
Recently, I took a test to have my ass back to chi-rho (MC's magazine) as an Editor for the review's section.
Inevitably, i could say that i did well in that test but the hard part is,
there's this test that they call it, on the spot article/review writing and rearticulating.
2 articles out of 6 or 7 topics and 2 more review editings.
I had 4 hours to do that.
And yes, I did not passed that holy on the spot thing.
Again, I HAD 4 HOURS.
BUT WHY DIDN'T I MADE IT TO THAT FUCKING DEADLINE?
This freaking day was tideous and oh-so-remorsing.
I got stock with the enrollment thing for 2 hours.
I barely made it to CHI RHO'S time frame of 9-12 nn for the written exam.
i made it around 11, and i finished around 1.
-HOW do you say: "Pang ilang presidente si FVR?" in english?
or BETTER YET: "Pinagtulungan siya ng mga kaklase niya."
WASNT THAT FUN? Cut the crap.
That was just part of an UPCAT/ACET kind of ENGLISH SECTION EXAM.
AND YES, i am a junior in college.
-AM I DETERIORATING?
IS THIS A SLAP ON THE CHEEK THAT I NEED TO FLOURISH UNTO ANOTHER FIELD?
I TRIED TO DO IT AT STARBUCKS FOR AN HOUR. BUT 4 ARTICLES IN A MIDST OF A SHOPPING GALORE IS NOT SOMETHING CONDUCIVE.
INSTEAD, I LET THE "WHATEVER" SIDE OF ME WIN.
OH YEAH. I WROTE AN AMAZING ARTICLE ABOUT THE FREEDOM BOARD WHICH I WILL BE ONLY PUBLISHING AT MULTIPLY.
I CANT GO BACK NOW.
I FAILED THEIR EXAM.
CAN I REDO IT ONE MORE TIME?