Thursday, August 31, 2006

*' ..na eemo ako!! shet! taina mga tao sa pinas..'*


alam niyo..
nabubuysit na ko sa mga tao dito sa pinas..
tangina ehh..
kainis..
bakit ba lahat tayo mahilig sa magandang bagay?

sino nga ba may gusto ng pangit di ba?
kahit pangit mukha mo, gusto mong pagandahin para..

para ano??
tangina, makibagay?
makibagay?
such a fucking word..

di ako makapaniwala na nakagawa ako ng straight filipino words sa blog ko..
(sa last line lang pumalya..)


inilalabas ko ang sama ng loob ko..
napakaleche talaga ng mundo..

pucha, gusto lahat maganda, magara..
sa itsura, sa pananamit, sa gamit, sa istilo ng pananalita..

screw it!
parang di naman kayong lahat dumaan sa pagiging pangit
o bakekang stage.. wag naman bakekang, ugly duckling stage naman..

o sige..
swerte siguro ang mga taong ipinanganak na maganda at lumaking ganun parin..

isa ako..
isa ako sa mga hindi ganun..

pakialam mo ba?
e yun ang kapalaran ko e..
at kapalaran ng iba..

tangina, lagi nalang lumabas ko ang salitang ito sa bibig ko..
i mean, this world sucks, if you are in the same
situation like what i am in right now..

insecurities belies inside this fucking words coming out off my mind..
ikaw ba naman pumasok sa puñetang kolehiyo na puro trying hard na kolehiyala..

puro make up, puro pagpapaganda, puro kaartehan..
una kaya ko pa e..

ngaun, parang sasabog na ko..

siguro pag nabasa to ng mga nakatataas na tao sa iskwela ko,
baka palayasin ako..

i am now making a public apology for what i have said..

siguro sasabihin nila saken..
taga *toot* ka pa naman..
isa ka pa sa mga writers..

tapos..

leche! paki ko.. mamatay na kung mamatay..

Saturday, August 26, 2006

nothing to do today.. and still my back hurts terribly..

*'*...TWADDLEST DAY EVER...*'*


i just read my diary for like 6 years..
my gosh.. memories as soo damn FUNNY!!
i remember the days where in i was so heck of inlove with these 3 stupid guys..
romil cahatol.paulo tuazon.jover paras.

MY GOODNESS!!! WHY HAVE I LIKED THEM??
CHILDHOOD REALLY INSPIRED ME TO HAVE BAD TASTE..

hahahaha...... i was almost crying due to the laughs i made!! :D

but still.. my back hurts terribly..
i dunno what stupid idea this backpain has but my goodness..
IT DID GOT MY ENERGY..


and the cheering stuff my blockmates in mc are preparing for..

i havent gone to any practices, due to this..
MAYBE THEIR ANNOYED OF ME RIGHT NOW..
BUT I DONT REALLY CARE..
LETS JUST SAY, I DONT REALLY CARE HOW THIS YEAR GOES..
I WANT TO STOP SCHOOLING AND THINK FOR AWHILE..

I REALLY WANTED TO GO TO CCA..
I DO..

BUT THEY DONT..
THEY COULD PAY FOR THE SHIT BUT THEY DONT CARE FOR THE STUFF..


I AM DESPERATELY LOOKING FOR WAYS ON HOW TO KICK MY BUTT OFF..

COULD YOU?

Friday, August 18, 2006

Tuesday, August 15, 2006