uhhh.. been lonely since birth..
i really dunno what i am up to..
what do you think??
what will i get if i cry?
what will i gather if i die?
why can't i let go of this pain?
why can't everyone be not a vain?
why can't i put a smile on this face that is plain?
when will i kill this depression?!
when will i learn to smile without pretensions?
when will i stop feeling doomed?
i know only the PERSON up there in the heavens can tell me my worth..
no one really aprreciated me, not my friends, not my family, no one..
not even myself..
not even my writings..
not even this words that i use..
"they can never tell how bad i feel inside.."